This week has been one of the hardest weeks of my life. I've struggled with understanding, with speaking to people, with teaching, with believing in myself. I prayed so hard this week that I could feel better. I constantly had this weight on my chest that wouldn't go away, I've been miserable here, ever since I got here. But, my prayers were answered a few days ago, I just started feeling better about myself and why I am here. I started to have a better attitude and actually enjoy being here. I know this mission is not going to be easy. I know I'm never going to be a perfect missionary, I know talking to people will probably never be easy for me, whether I know their language or not. But none of that matters- if I'm perfect. As long as I try my hardest it will work out for the best. As long as I have hope and faith, the Lord will take care of the rest.
I hope you all have a wonderful Christmas season and always keep the spirit of Christmas close to you hearts!